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So, I am adapting to life "on the tank". It has lost its novelty and it is kind of an anchor at times because I am tethered to it pretty much all the time. The heat has sent my asthma completely over the edge and I am really struggling with certain things (also I need to remember to put my cannula on before getting up to pee in the night or general movement around in the day. I lost consciousness once. I don't wish to repeat that). I am struggling a bit with the whole "Palliative Care" pathway thing. I don't like to think about it as me dying. In fact even thinking about that is soul destroying, along with "[insert name here] has asthma and they aren't that bad, why are you different?" that some people seem to think I need to hear. Good for them. They obviously don't have BRITTLE asthma (think normal asthma x100 and with a nasty attitude problem) and they aren't going through what I am. I try and think about it that I am just waiting for the ultimate gift. I am not listed yet, but when the time comes, I will be.

I think I am getting close to another admission, but considering it has been 10 weeks since the last, I think that is pretty good going. The only problem is, I have managed to scare myself a bit when it comes to the hospital because I had only thought about the bad stuff (things like being left for 8 hours in agony and denied pain relief or being discharged when I wasn't medically fit only to be readmitted 3 weeks later) and I need to remind myself that the last admission was actually pretty good because I did get better over the days I was there AND they began my home oxygen treatment which has improved my quality of life.

Until then, I have to make do with what I have. My Sephiroth muse sends his regards and hopefully the story I started (Please Be OK) will be added to, I guess I hadn't really had the time when the real life stuff hit the fans. Obviously, hes going to show his illness who is boss and hopefully that will inspire me to do the same. I have been drawing too, but not really anything worth sharing at the moment, again I have been finding it difficult due to exhaustion (when you only have 40-50% of your lungs working at any time, small things seem like huge mountains) but I will get something up soon. I am drawing Yu-Gi-Oh related things at the moment as well as my ADIM illustrations and other things.

Also, you may have noticed that Loki (formally Lola when we thought he was a girl) has grown up to be a really handsome lad. Also we have 2 new guineas who are causing chaos and wheeking like mad. We did have 3 new guineas but sadly one of them passed away (RIP Scruffy) not long after we got them. However, Bumble and Tiggy are little snugglemonsters and are giving Tenzou a run for his money (Tenzou is nearly 3?!). I miss Kadaj and Gizzy because they were so sweet and loving and well, they do take a piece of me with them when they go.

I guess thats all I have to update right now. Thanks everyone for the support!

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Wendy Bostock
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
I like writing, drawing, painting, sewing and I love Final Fantasy and guinea pigs. I draw to escape the pain and frustration of my life, using my pencil to block out the pain and drawing instead of crying.

This page is dedicated to all my friends who never gave up on me ever, and of course those chubby, loveable little animals who I share my home with.

Current Residence: Redditch, UK
Favourite genre of music: METAL!!
Favourite style of art: I vary, I like photography, I like cartoonism. I love writing and digital art
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Gimmie my Ipod!
Favourite cartoon character: Sephiroth *drools*, Edward Elric, Ryuk, Itachi and Sasuke Uchiha, Sai (SOOO CUTE!! SQUUUEEE))
Personal Quote: There are some things in life you can't change... but you can either destroy or rebuild.
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Icedragon300 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013
:iconballoonplz: Happy Birthday :iconcakeplz: :iconballoonplz: :D
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guineapiggin Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you ^_^
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Icedragon300 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013
You´re welcome. :)
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Happy Birthday :meow: :blackrose: :tighthug: :party: :cake:
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MangekyoMarie Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2013

Hello. I noticed you like Itachi Uchiha and I was wondering, if you have the time, could you check out my Itachi FanComic? 

 

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I'd appreciate it. Thanks. ^/_\^

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TheDuellist22 Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2013

Thank you for joining the SephXGenFanClub! ^_^

 

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StyxxsOmega Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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guineapiggin Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
its my pleasure, and thank you for the fave, comment and watch
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StyxxsOmega Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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Icedragon300 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012
Happy Birthday :iconcakeplz:. :D
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